我的老大男友生日！

终于。。老大生日告一段落了。。还不算过啦！今天才是真正的生日。我是说生日会。。。看得出来他超忙也超累的。。。跑来跑去招呼客人。。说什么不可以让客人觉得left out wor...回到家整个人垮了。冲好凉进来看他趴着动也不动的。。。真可怜。。。哈哈！

而我呢。。为了准备生日礼物，不用说心思，精神也花了不少！可是看到他脸上的表情和吃的时候晶晶有味，一切都值得啦。。嘿嘿。。。他说，“我老婆做的耶， 怎么会不好吃！我要把它吃完。。”真的吃完连我吃了都想吐的icing都吃进肚子耶！（不好吃也要委屈吞）其实没那么难吃啦。。一共做了三次，第一次算能吃，第二粒， 也是让我心碎的一粒，在垃圾堆。而第三粒就完美了！总算没让我失望！ 嘿嘿！在此也要谢谢fern, vivian 和jack 一直不放弃了帮我达成这任务！=) 分享些照片。

我们的1st attempt.心情超轻松，以为很容易， 又有大厨师在！

他坚持要打的。。 :P

到我了！！ =)

看到我的爱心了吗？？ :D


我们的大厨师！

看到没？ 美美的放去考前。。。


结果！！！ =( 遭殃。。。


哈哈哈哈哈！让蛋糕凉啦。。

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2nd Attempt

本小姐超以自己为荣的！能把蛋白跟蛋黄分得轻轻松松！fern 都不弄为什么？？定是怕破掉啊！！ 哈哈哈！

把cheese弄化就如把米煮成熟饭！哈哈夸张啦。。

第一粒蛋糕发现还蛮好吃，就边做边吃。

蛋糕考好了，我的心也碎了！=.= 裂两半！！T.T

不夸张，看了蛋糕整个人凉了。。。

只好浪费的，依依不舍的丢进垃圾堆。。

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Last Try

要把面粉打到不会掉！fern 的强项！哈哈！

看，paul 也来凑热闹！

准备拿去考了。。*紧张*

做icing 等时间


出来了！还是烤焦！还好只是表面。

taadaaa！！ 不错吧！！ 味道也不错哦！=) 大功告成！*开心*

另外，为了隱瞞这（自以为聪明）的老大。。。许多奇奇怪怪的谎话说了不少，最后还要受气！！！ =.= 真搞不懂某些人干嘛那么自作聪明让我做主一次都不行。说什么明天过十二点才是他生日，我倒知道啦！！！可是我怎么舍得让你吃烂蛋糕再难也要弄完美的送给你啊！还要纠正我说要给surprise不是这样给的。妈的气死我了！辛辛苦苦的还要被这样踩。 我不会给surprise那你教我怎样给啦！还有知道是surprise 就静静啦！！！ 我的天！把老娘给气怀了！！最后还要装没事陪他吃蛋糕！真发现自己脾气变好了！换是以前的我，还会继续睬你才傻勒！ >.< 算了，谁叫你是老大。。。哈哈！最后还是完美结局啦。。嘿嘿。。。

生气不想见人！

本来想拍他吹蜡炬，可是还没来得及拿手机他已经许愿吹掉了。。*很迫不及待* =.=

korean artist 切蛋糕！

死死要我喂他吃。有比较好吃吗？？ 哈哈哈！！

生日吻。。嘿嘿。。

死豆豆！！！ =.=

还送了只有他能拥有的special T! 哈哈！

老大dear, 你好象许了不少愿望耶！ 当中一定有想成为明星梦对不对？哈哈哈哈！好啦，我知道你喜欢人家祝你帅帅嘛。。我不祝你这个！我祝你天天都开心，多为自己着想点。还有快快考上你的course这比较重要！还有祝你赚更多的lui也能留住你得lui我们旅行去！！ 耶！！！！ =D

写这么多超累的！ 这个post也是送给你啦讲什么勒。。。:P

Tommy Hilfiger

吸引到你了吗？？我是说那香水哦！没错！用了就会像模特儿那么性感有魅力！哈哈哈！>.< 好啦。。。瓶子很漂亮啊！大瓶的还有送charm呢！(那时有promotion, 可惜没买到 =( ）味道很香而不刺鼻。给我这种喜欢甜味的，这瓶我觉得最适合不过了。。 =) 虽然还有很多别的牌子都很香啦。。。可是我决定把这瓶当作我的第一份礼物！哈哈！用了就会变性感耶！ 你不要吗？？亲爱的! 不要买错哦！！还有，放聪明点，A多点free gift 回来哦！ 买大送小！哈哈！你嘴巴那么甜一定没问题的啦！=) 千万个谢谢送回给你！嘿嘿。。。

倒数

亲爱的生日会倒数两天!!! 此刻的心情是多么紧张啊！！！无聊，人家生日又不是我生日，干吗那么紧张？？ >.< 心理七上八下的，很不舒服。给他知道的话，一定100%又要说我了。。哈哈哈！（不要copy paste 去msn!!! :P) 很想这一切快快过去好让自己能够轻松下来。哈哈！希望到那一天，一切都能顺利咯。。。huehue...>.<

先提前祝dear生日快乐！嘿嘿。。（当然要成为第一个啦！怎样！）

哦！！上面的照片送给你。。哈哈哈哈！blekkk~~ =p

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year!!!

Represent you the highlight of the brand new day!

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WHAT??? Show our love sia also cannot isit?

hehehe... :P

Ok i'm getting fatter each day in a new year. Is this wad we call prosperous? LOL WTF!

Off to bed. Night people, night baby! Muacks! Lots of love inserted.

What is a Good Girlfriend?

There is a saying " It's hard to be a person, but it's even harder to become a girlfriend/boyfriend." And to be my baby's girlfriend, i think it's the hardest of all. ( Of all means thoughest task compared to all the previous relationships i had. ) It's been 4 months together and to say there is no arguments? It is a complete lie, indeed we've gone through so much arguments and most of all it's because of us with different thinking and perceptions. But we still end up to be good and still love each other lar.

My boyfriend is always a good listener and as me, i will always automatically tell my partner what is going on around me even very small things. you know, sharing? Do you find this annoying? haha... so, when i have problems, he never fail to help, give opinions, give lectures, tell me what to do and so on. sometimes it's useful but sometimes it's just hard to absorb. Maybe i'm little slow in learning. I found out that along this 4 months, yes, there is alot changes in him, though from the very beginning he made it clear that " it is hard if you want me to change, so better don't " but after that, he put in much effort and to tell me that he did change for me.
He always remind me that there is nothing that i need to do for him. All he want is me to be happy. This is the simplest thing he wish for in a relationship yet the hardest to achieve for us both. People say relationship is not one person but it's two. Both have to put effort in making a true relationship works.

Now, i admit from the start, when we just started to hold hands, there is too much things which i mind. I mind him flirting, i mind if he doesn't have time for me, i mind if he goes out too late at night, i mind if he makes me worried, if he talks to girl, if he dance with other girls in the club, every little small things. But slowly, he made me realise that these actually doesn't matter, though i'm still not used to it at times. When i think twice, i doubt if it's me not minding or it's him changing already. Confused. But i do realise there is a slight changes in me myself. Not much but i do put in efforts. Telling myself to put head before mouth when i do things, control my temper and most of all, think how to do the way he wants it to be. Trust me it is not at all easy for me. =( I've always thought that i can make him happy too but it seems so wrong. Now tell me, what should i do. Being a fool that does not do anything in a relationship or create problems when you're actually trying to make things better. Find anythg catchy here? =)

Sometimes, i talk to myself. i thought to myself that maybe this is not the right relationship for me. But i just do not want to let go as for i know, both of us are trying hard to make our relationship works and even better to go to the next stage. God never stop creating tasks for us to prove that we are meant to be and so far these are still simple tasks, i think. >.<" He gave me a mature boyfriend as He knew that i never learn from relationships. IF we're not gonna make it then at least i can take the lesson i learnt to the next relationship and make it much better for me. =D

Anyways, there is still so much to learn and still long way ahead for us to discover. May God lead our way all long and hopefully i can be a better girlfriend for him.

Club Before Home

Managed to meet up with the crime gang the night before i left for hometown. It was a great night. It flashed me back to the old days when we were still sticking together. How i miss those days. Anyway, when we realised there's no way to turn back time, we'll just have to look forward and move on right.

One more thing! (I swear to God dear! it's really okay if there is no clubbing, i told you it's not in my head and it's true you don't have to do this for me. Feel bad you don't trust me T.T ) OkOk enough emoness.

Never forget the <3


The sistas and Ah cow, never fails to spoil pichas =.=!

Babie <3<3<3

Gurls night out xD

XOXO

Kepo dear wanted to squeeze in xD

Later we met the crazy mama! 4 months pregnant but stil clubs! can u believe that?!

she said she brought mineral cause no alcohol for her. LOL and whole night she just sat there with the lolipop in her hand. how cute!

I Lurp my shoes!! Noe which one not??

Met up with Vivian and Esther too!

Aww~~ which photographer sucks till lidat? HAHAHA! nolah kidding xD

Nah! see the skill anot? i can have an award for this already. wtf!

Poor jiejie...1st time i saw her drunk after several times of clubbing together. she is so tough but what happened to her that ngiht? :(

Waiting for Xmas to come. It will definitely be a great night. I've always love Christmas. It's so fun every year so i hope this year will be as joyful and interesting! =D

Graduation

The lazy lady is back in her long neglected half die half alive blog. haha! wanted to update bout too many posts but not much inspiration to get me into writing them. I am now just too bored, sitting alone on the living room sofa with lappy on my lap, listening to Taeyang "wedding dress" (not bad song). After tired refreshing the same Fb page, emphasis on SAME page for the past few minutes, finally decided to make some updates on my blog.

We are officially Diploma graduates on the 4th of December 2009. :D proud ey... hehehe. I know i know..some people out dere might think that Diploma is just nothing, not that u get a Bachelor or Phd or sthg, but hello??? it's a 2 and a half year effort Okay?? with the classmates who have gone through the thick and thin together... how we had stayed all night long finishing the due-tomorrow-assignments, copied each other ideas and always figured out how to avoid plagarism, how we laughed and cried together, camwhored in class even the lectures are teaching and lots more. I'm proud of myself as well as all of you, in anyway especially seeing myself wearing Regalia and being congratulated by the others. I shall never forget my Diploma life.

With my love <3

Big Guy! =D i love this pic. It looks like a small weak gal (me HAHAHA!) protected by a muscular strong healthy guy! (jie) and i love being protected...

With Jack aka best buddy aka the boss

The girls

All of us with our all time favourite lecturer.

Phebe the sexay lady! xD

With the naughtiest lecture ever! I love u!! <3<3<3

Miss Tsen the quirkiest lecturer.

Will be starting degree next year, in Finance summore. Frankly speaking i'm really nervous and i'm truely scared that i might not be able to cope with it. Though i have no exact idea what it's gonna be like, but according to seniors, it will be alot stressful and hard compared to Diploma which is so called "kacang" life. :( guess i'l just have to get through it. God bless me.