Update

Dear, i make this update for you! cos really don't have things to blog about already la. no new pictures. :(

School starts today and degree is obviously stressful compared to my past diploma years. Everything you have to do it on your own. Preparation before every class are essentials. no more fooling and relaxing after class as you have to make fully use of your time for your next class. i am actually scared and worried on how it's gonna be like in the future. This is only my 2nd day. so stressful to think about.

And not to forget bout any expenses required for my studies here. Rental due-ing this Thursday and i still don't have the courage to talk to "killer". My bills are also expiring. Not to mention bout books required for my assignments. Endless sigh. jia you together dear.. *prays

Alright alright. Gonna share with you wad happened on my birthday actually la haha cos those were the latest pictures i got wtf! As you know, my 21st birthday was not as grand as it was supposed to be, but nevermind la now think back, i am contented that i have my another dear with me by my side ma.

So called "advance" birthday was celebrated at Victoria. I think no plan was put on that la even the dinner was not so suprising and woonderful. -.- the food was too spicy can! canot telan one haha but forget bout it. Then after that go Victoria lo. Main purpose not to celebrate birthday also just because i didn't want my advance wasted like that. haha! well then, i drank quite alot lo cos at the beginning no happy feel at all. No mood one. so of course have to drink a little to make "qi fen" ma. right right? :P

Ok i know this is common for you already. LOL Drink coke also can drunk i don't know why also lah...

Don't know who took this picture. Drunk also i think haha

And notice wad our Abang Vinz drinking?? ORANGE JUICE ah!!

See her eyes? I drew one!! :D Dear i want to hug you also!!!!! :(

With korean artist. :) wuisehhh...

I remembered he brought me home right after dinner. And the one meaningful thing we did at his house was this!

Wrote down wishes on plastic bag. wtf. haha no la. see below.

He was busy arranging the "plastic" to make a proper form.

Know what we wana do already?

His house very hot can? sweating all over when i took this pic.

Yes! Lighting up "kong ming deng" hahaha! like chinese drama la.


See see?? our wishes flew up so high!!!
very romantic one. we hugged together and watched. But still very hot. -.-



I received roses on my birthday. -.- Is this right? so i considered this as my Valentine's roses hahaha! I love them. Still smells so nice. i intended to share the smell with you one who ask you miss the bus??

Dear everyone is using DKNY seriously. They are doing very good promotion and has high market now wtf i'm relating business into my post nao.



Now everyday use different perfume hehehe :)

I love this small bottle! so cute!

And excuse my face. super white hoh! Baru applied sun block ma...

Last but not least, love this pic to the max! with the cutest korean artist face wtf!

Should have took picture of the present you gave me that day. :(

Till then, miss you alot and we'll meet in msn haha!

Happy CNY!!

The most precious and interesting and meaningful and fun and happiest moment during CNY for me would be the CNY Eve. Everyone from different places of work and studies whom we can only meet probably once a year, will definitely be back during this big day and have a big great reunion!

I like the feeling where all the Heu's daugther in law's including the Heu's grandaughters of course, sit together at one big round table and start loso-ing and laugh out loud at the funny things said even after one year since we met. Aunties are aunties..wtf! not me! >.<

And when it's time for reunion dinner, you'll see those aunties busy walking here and there busy preparing yummy food for all!

And owh, that is our dog ( i don't know her name) wanted to help too! wtf! No la i actually wanted to introduce my beloved grandma there...noe which one anot??!

And the kids will be busy putting the drinks into the fridge to chill. In case you're gepo, want to know who is that big macho guy. He's my uncle :D yes yes, so young right? i know! younger than me ok! -_-

Nothing else we can do expect slacking here and there, watching Tv, waiting for food. HAHAHA. And me of course busy snapping good pictures for my blog la hahaha

It's amazing to see these babies growing up to be kids year by year...aww... I just love them so!

And tadaa!!! Yummssss~~

My favourite crabs and prawns! OMG saliva drop!

See? see? how everyone enjoys nom nom? :D

And i know how to eat this again (i don't know the name) crab! you have to carefully crack one side of the leg and pull it out at the other end. Got technique one ok! No skill no need to eat. hahaha no la i'm exaggerating.

After dinner, it's time for shopping cos we didn't manage to get clothes earlier so we had to do last minute shopping. It happens every year lo! sien...And guess what we saw!

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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! what is this?? XXXXXXL isit? really very big if you see in real person! very funny one! eh, laugh la...

Ok done with eve.

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Present you with my sexy seductive picture on the 1st day of CNY! wtf

This fella wana show off outfit.. And spot my uncle behind. HAHAHAHAHA

And i particularly love these two kids. So smart and mad cute!!

Wen received a surprise from her honey on the 1st day which is also Valentine's day! I'm the one drove all the way to the bus station to take one can? very hot weather! say Thankiu! and worse is her honey wanted me to pretend that it's my present T.T

Besides visiting and getting fat wtf! There's also lots of lots of CAMWHORING!!!

And the BUSIEST lady during CNY finally dropped by for a visit! hahaha

Passed her the x'mas present. I know it was a late present but better than no wad!

Mumy helping her daughter on a bracelet on her wedding day. WTF!

That is all for CNY. This year was quite boring as we all know it's getting worse year after year. What happen to our CNY mood???

21

Baby girl has officially turned 21 12 hours ago! hahaha! 21 years old is an age that i've been long for all this while. ya know? more freedom and more freedom and MORE freedom! Though i'm considered free already la.. =.= what i mean is legally free bah! you know? can decide things yourself legally? Can enter Genting's casino legally(OMG OMG I WANA GO!) and can kahwin already wtf!

BUT! on the other hand, adding a digit in front of your age is definitely not a joyful thing to be! As it means that you are getting old!!! YES I AM GETTING OLD! T.T but my heart still young! HAHAHA wtf!

Slept at around 2am this morning. Cause Fish dear called and we bla-ed nonsense until so late at night! Thankiu dear~ for making me cry on 00.00am! WTF! i still hope you can make it here, huehue.... You know you love me! Muacks!

And thanks to baby for waking me up at fucking 8am this morning asking what we wana give Sharon for her birthday. T.T (Yes, exact date as me!) i have several twins here =D

Tell me why the hell do i have exam a day after my birthday? which means i have to study still on my big day where i can just enjoy my day till late night? fml.. T______T iduncareiwanaplay! :))))))

Last, best wishes to myself and may all my wishes come true...huehue...money money drop from sky hehehe wtf!

What is Life?

Sigh! Tell me how to live a good life? Or am i still having this childish thinking that i don't know how to live my life to the fullest? instead just another complaints following another? Life sucks now! I don't know why am i so fucking emo these few days..What is wrong with me? Being influenced by emo people around me?! Home is the safest place to be. Whenever i have difficulties i always miss home. When i enjoy i never wana go back home. Bad girl T.T But now i wana go home so badly....

Miss You Miss You

I can't stop missing you!! how how how!! :( it's so bothering and killing me inside! I hate LDR and i hate it's another LDR that i have to bear with! God damnit! Can't i just have normal relationship like people do? Can't we just stay together? And why am i so fucking emo?! FTS!

想你的夜。。。

Dear, 告诉我没你在的日子要怎么过？没有你陪伴的夜要怎么入眠？虽然知道只是短短四天，但心里就是有种思念的感觉。。。可能已习惯了有你在吧？习惯了上facebook查看有没有你的post，习惯等十一点你回来就为了聊那两下然后看着你休息。。习惯了等五点你放工然后陪我聊天，也习惯了晚上定要开着webcam看着你睡着我才睡。

现在。。 :( 只能盼望你会想我， 知道我在思念着你，念到我都快得相思病了。。。快快回来吧。。。真希望能把这依赖人的坏习惯改掉这样我就不需要想你想到那么辛苦了。huehue....今晚要记得打电话给我让我听听你的声音才睡哦。。。

Flash Backs

Do you love taking photos? Do you like looking back those photos you took even you have browsed them like hundred times before? One thing good about photos is they flash you back memories you once had, the happy and unhappy moments you've gone through with the one you know and love...i've read a phrase saying the best thing about photos is that they will never change even when the people in them change...This is so true as alot people around us get to change or perhaps we ourselves had changed. Therefore photos help us to freeze the moment as you can remember and cherish them forever.

Remember the times we went clubbing together? When was the best time when we danced around like crazy buffaloes practising aerobics? LOL...yea too much to recall back ey?

The 1st time i join the crime gang which was in island and that was the 1st time i get drunk with a single tequila pop! That was also when we fell in love with pops no? :D

2nd time in Cherrie Berries when Fern brought me to meet her gang again. we were still not close that time.

Drank like it was the end of the world that night and ended up like shit! :x Get an Onion nickname too!

Celebrated Alan and Fish's birthday. It was among the best time we have ever had! Miss those days.

And we danced like nobody's business! haha...

And then we started to get closer and hang out at our fav spot, Island. Fine and relaxing. 2 pops and i was down. =.=

There you go Immare. haha I forgot his name. :(

The time we were out celebrating Sharon's Birthday where we join Zhang's fren while waiting for the gals to sneak out during midnight. Met with this cute active Shirley whom is now a Mama.

Just days after, it came to Zhang's birthday and we were again excited for a crazy night out! xD

And he danced like he's the king of the club jumping here and there. haha! Miss u Zhangie :)

When is this? hmm...Immare do u remember u fell on ur butt that night? :P

National Day where we, the old gang coincidently met Fern outside Island. And we had the best chicken wings!!

I was not drunk okay. It's hard to get high when u go clubbing with non-clubbing-kaki. haha! i was tired dancing with Fish hehehe. i swear it was only two of us shaking the club down that night! x.x

1st hometown clubbing. And this girl who was emo that night went drunk like the previous me but watch out! she punch people when she is drunk! haha! Dear, luckily i don't punch people rite? :P

Ah Dee's bithday and Immare met us up in K bar! That was also the night i found a friend whom i still care became so worthless to be cared about. :(

Got back to Miri and visited Balcony after renovated. Usually the most drinkable jiejie got drunk that night!

And after months, here we are again! LOL...

Surely hope that we can get back together like this more often. And more people of course! :)