"If only"

If only the one who said all those things to me just now is you...

everything will be perfect i guess..

do you still think of me..even a tiny bit?

Dear... what can i say..thinking back the past, can be considered we've been through lots of things ei? i never thought we would end up like this...do you feel a slight hurt when u say u hate me? well, to be honest i hate you too...hate you for not understanding me..hate u for being so meeannnn...hating you for forgetting me so easily...hating you for giving us up!!! and also hating you for hating me... BUT i still thought of you always and i don't even know WHY!! i thought of the good times we've been together regardless of the bad times! and i will always tell myself about your bad sides so that i will persuade myself in hating you...but obviously i failed..terribly...why can't we be good even though we are not meant to be together...how sad that is that we have to become enemies or completely strangers?? i cant imagine the next semester we meet...will you still treat me like a transparet piece of glass and wouldnt even bother to talk to me? should we act like we never knew each other before and even loved each other before?
Dear...it's so hurting when someone you love calls you a bitch and worsely a slut, do you ever know that? even from the start i'm wrong in continuing this relationship, but do i really deserve that bad from you? from the very start before we even fell deep into each other, i bet u knew who am i...but y didn't you gave up? it's not because you're stupit but it's because you know you love me you told me you will accept everything regardless good or bad as long as you love that person..but now...you talk as if you never know who am i...delete me from msn and facebook where there are the only places where i can see updates from you makes me so down...now great...once a loving couple now become completely strangers...is this what God wants....why....why make us together if You know we will end up like this??? no more friends!!! why....=( i don't want you to hate me....talk to me dear....*sigh*

oh man....y am i talking craps here....ARGH!!!!!I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he would be probably laughing at me again if hell he got the chance to read this stupit post...but..yeah...i just wanna spit out whatever is in my heart and please tell me why am i still like this since he had completely erased me from his mind and heart perhaps??? i used to think...is there still a slight chance for us to go back to where we stoped? i hope so...but i don't think that will work anymore....sigh...oh .God...please spare me...

Busy semester

Stacks of assignments and redo to be due this Friday...ARGgggggggghHHH!!!!!!!!Give me a break!!!!!

五天的幸福

她从不知道她会难过流泪。。但是事情还是发生了。。那一夜。。她控制不了自己，爱上他了。。 感受到爱清的火热。。躺在他怀抱里的温暖与他嘴唇的温柔。。。她知道这一切不该发生因为她另有所属，但是当爱情来的时候想抵抗也抵抗不住。。她被他的温柔打动。。喜欢他的呵护，喜欢他的关心，喜欢他对她耍赖，喜欢听他在耳边便亲边说“love you” ， 喜欢半夜醒来发现被抱在他怀抱里的感觉。。喜欢看他那又滑又会冒汗的双手。。喜欢被他拍着睡着，喜欢他叫她坏人，喜欢他对她所作一切一切。。。他总是问她喜欢与他在一起吗？而她每次都很矛盾的回答“喜欢”。。。他就会很开心的笑一笑。。。
他总是忍受着她跟她另一半的相处。。他知道他并没资格过问或吃醋。他为一能做的就是傻傻等待。。等待时间等待机会。。。然而累了，都不让她知道只怕她难做。。
有天。。他突然告诉她，他不想继续这样下去了。。。他说不希望有个没未来的感情。。。他并没要求她做出选择，因为他知道他根本没资格。。他希望她幸福所以选择了放手。。。听了这番话，她突然心疼了起来。。她不知该如何回应。。。虽然不舍得，她知道这一切的一切早就该结束。。。她不该这么自私，这对大家都不公平。。这一切的一切只能让它埋在回忆里。。。对她而言，他和她曾经拥有过一断属于他们自己的甜蜜与幸福，就在那五天。。。

可惜不是你 陪我到最后

曾一起走却走失那路口

感谢那是你 牵过我的手

还能感受那温柔

感谢那是你 牵过我的手

还能温暖我胸口

crazy romance

At first, normal ones...


After that, we decided to go for cute one...

Pretend sleeping?

He looks cute ei??hehe...

crazing one is coming....

taaadddaaaa.....

hahahahah.....

romantic ones...

wuuu...look at his lips!! so cute~~~

hahhahaha...tinggling~~

mmmwahh~~

here goes again the funny one...

y poke me??? =.=

haha..den, i wanted him to carry me...heavy no??

Look at his face...that heavy meh???!! =.=

modelling our legs..look at this orang utan..tsk tsk tsk... *shake head*

suddenly an idea pop up in me..i wanted to show our legs in our love shape fingers...

not perfect enuf..so...

so we stand up and tried several times...
one thing bout hubby is, he just can't stand still!!!!! grrrr...

see...still not perfect...at last i gave up...=(

y face like dat??

cos someone is playing meetoto!!! zzzz....

so? play around myself lo...

hahahahah...*mok mok*

hmmm.....tired....

we had a lovely night till both of us were so reluctant to go to sleep...

hubby went back this morning and i miss him soooo much...=(

p/s= my blogspot sot liao..it keeps appear a pop up asking me to close the window as problem occurs..it happened every few words i typed and it took me nearly one hour just to post up those pictures and finish this post....haih....anyway, stay tune for my anniversary post...=)

New Appearance

Yuhuu~~ successfully changed my layout again...tried out different websites to get a better layout but at last still decided to stick to the blogspot's one..haha..>.<

There you go...snapshots of the day...




PEACE~~!!! seriously! live in peace! XD



p/s = Finally got to wear the sandals fish dear bought me...*happy* and i lurvee it!! thanks dear! MUAH~~

Finally~~

finally had my hair cut...didn't have the courage to have short hair at last, so here i am....with the new "liu hai"..hehe...not bad eh? hahaha...

and thanks guys for keeping me company especially Flora for making me such a beauty...=)

Long hair? Short hair? @.@

I've always wanted to have long hair. actually i dun really like short hair as i think that i look more lady-like with long hair..hehe...but! last week, one of my best friend suddenly influenced me..she called me in msn and asked for me opinion on she having short hair...well, i said ok o, go cut la...and duno y ho she asked me to cut oso. she said she will only cut if i promised her i cut. ( gan wo pi shi a ting???) hahaha..that's what i answered her at 1st. she kept asking me to cut till then i get influenced! tahts me! easily get cheated! hahaha~

haih~ wan cut o not? with my chubby face do u think im suitable??=.= i searched online for nice short hairstyle and i actually find them not bad...hubby also support me to have short. he asked me to give it a try.

i think this is nice...i like her hair..but im not confident on myself..and the hairstylist here as well..hahak~><

the middle one is soo nice...i like her hair tho...but i never imagine myself with her hair..zzz..

this is the friend i was talking bout


and this is after her hair cut...not bad eh? cute...

i think im gona miss my long hair so so so much....nevermind, i still have plenty of times to think since ting cut already,,,who ask her heart so itchy liao...wahaha!