Happy weekend

Have been so emo recently i duno y... some people plus misunderstandings shall i say?? ahah forget bout it..i feel much better now...

Well, was getting close with duckie and i'm so glad i get to know this fren. A humorous one i can say and definitely bring much joy to my life..owh, and also zhangie aka goosie also.. :P a funny and also a good guy..hehe...

So, was on the line with Duckie that time and he actually asked me if i wanted to go out..of course lahhh ahahah stay home so boring bahh..so we headed out to fetch dear zabo and also zhangie. we planned to go Imperial but at last we ended in Parkson. Dun really remember why ahak but nevermind. After that we send zhangie to the tournament as he had a match dere and that was when i found out he's so charming in his jersey..(HAHAHA zhangie dun be proud if u get to see this..) and you play good too! cheers for you!! yayness!!

While waiting for zhangie to finish the game, duckie zabo and i went to the beach as duckie wana eat BBQ dere..so crowded that day mayb it's because of weekends? we bought chicken wings and hotdogs and also CRABSTICKS!!!! yummy.. :( i miss...while we were eating halfway, i saw couples hugging AGAIN! The 1st time was the previous night when we were clubbing at Thai bar..the two actually kissed in front of me....-________- i know i know...common mahh...i jealous can o not?! Anyways, continue eating and camwhoring of course.. :P

Shall i present u guys....

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Tadaaa~~~ the duckie!! lol fish, this is itik lor...handsome not?Aiks, kinda blur..dun shy, go add him in fb..go go~


And his so-called NATURAL face...and pose! look at him...holding yummy hotdog and looking soberly far out the sea...awww~~ so emo...

Look at my zabo..so cuteeeee~~~~*hearts*

xoxo

With meat in my mouth...lol

Us together :D

And this one!! ewwwiieee~~~Why lahh whoever it is wanna throw this on the ground??? the dustbin is just beside the seat lahhh!!!!!%&^*$^%Luckily it's not this one that SOMEONE touches with the lips..LOL

Other pictures are with fern and my others pics are so blur... :( *throw phone*

Later then, we went to fetch ah peng and zhangie..i even met ah wei gor and i totally DID NOT recognise him??!! wtf! he waved at me and i still showed my blur face which make him disapointed.. :( sorry gor...it's really the lighting that makes the vision unclear..really lahh i actually thought that another stranger mixed up me and jess again but i was thinking also at the same time how cum in Miri here oso people know jess..lol...piak myself...tskkkk!

We stopped at Pizza Hut for dinner...sigh..eating the whole day..i was just starting to feel myself got slim abit and now!! fat again!! CIS!!! :( anyways, peng can't miss her mushroom soup and i as usual won't miss my chicken wings too.. :P As still waiting for the food, i took this picha which i thought is so so cuteeeeeee ahahahaha! zhangie! be prepared!!

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SEE!!! didn't dissapoint u kan kan? so sweet smile...Took all my EMO-ness away...ahahah

Another one..hehe..

Didn't take much pic as was busy eating my chicken wing..hahaha...Kelian both duckie and goosie...was supposed to rush back at 9pm but too late so have to wake up early the next moring to drive back and work...
After that, we headed home...definitely enjoyed myself so much those two days and i'm looking forward to meet them again... :D miss you guys lotssssss

p/s: CERTAINLY DO NOT enjoy school...-___- i want weekends!!!!! only MOnday ler today...long sighhhsssssssssssssss.... :(

Painful...

Aduiii...my kaki still so bengkak man....paiful like hell a!!!! not so painful also lah but look at a bengkak kaki so beh song bah...erhhhh..=( when lah will recover hoh...3 days already larrrr....got scars summore...T.T

That staircase is the murderer and my fish darling is the one helping the murderer..hahah kidding lahh...me myself no eyes ma..=( and where was she dat time?? no idea..haha too painful larhh!


And this no heart birthday guy still got time take picture dere and make pity face..lol...piak him!

Doesn't look so serious cos the wound is still fresh..but farking painful lorrhh..


And great! went beach the next day! geh xi lo..can go play water i canot!! see that two sigina?? hold hands summore...tskkkkk....hahha


can stand far far take pictures nia...=(

Don't Go Away...

Looking through your eyes
There’s nothing to hide
And you’re no longer mine
How could I survive
When you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high

Can’t stop the tears from falling
We used to be so fine
When you walk in to my life
I tried to reach out for you
Just to be with you
My heart is breaking

Don’t, don’t go away
Baby don’t you know I miss you so
Don’t, don’t go away
I’ve never been on my own before

Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don’t, don’t go away

Don’t, don’t go away
Baby don’t you know I miss you so
Don’t, don’t go away
I’ve never been on my own before
So won't you feel my heart beat once more

L.O.V.E

Once a meaningful and beautiful sign now means nothing to us...... "There is no point languishing in the past but the sweet memories are still there to cherish!"

Now everyone starts to blog!! XD

All my darlings are starting to blog...sounds so cool man...hahaha..the next time i login there is more blogs to read on....yayyy~~~ =P

MAke sure u guys update!!! tough sometimes i also neglect my blog larr....hehe..

Heart u all, darlingss~~

Love U Daddy!!

** I found this late post in my draft! wtf and i duno y i didnt post it before.. -_____-!!!

Happy Father's Day Daddy!!!

There you go..enjoy the pictures...


Cake from Secret Receipe..noticed no Brandon's name on it? ahha not enuf space bah!!


So he beh gan yuan..put the candle to stand for his name! ahahahaha so cute!

see! he acted emo and blamed me for not putting his name!

Daddy bu gan yuan wana take with mumy!

but still! mumy die die wan in! LMAO!

My turn with Dady..

Ah Wen jealous so wan take oso..but mine perfect cos Dady look at the camera!! Wheee :P

I love you so much Daddy! i know u work so hard for us and i cant even share your stress... :( i know you've always love us. Though sometimes there's so many difficulties awaiting but that's what keep our family closer and stronger right? hehe... your baby girl talks like an aldult now! :P

I MISS MY FAMILY LIKE HELL!! WTF!

"If only"

If only the one who said all those things to me just now is you...

everything will be perfect i guess..

do you still think of me..even a tiny bit?

Dear... what can i say..thinking back the past, can be considered we've been through lots of things ei? i never thought we would end up like this...do you feel a slight hurt when u say u hate me? well, to be honest i hate you too...hate you for not understanding me..hate u for being so meeannnn...hating you for forgetting me so easily...hating you for giving us up!!! and also hating you for hating me... BUT i still thought of you always and i don't even know WHY!! i thought of the good times we've been together regardless of the bad times! and i will always tell myself about your bad sides so that i will persuade myself in hating you...but obviously i failed..terribly...why can't we be good even though we are not meant to be together...how sad that is that we have to become enemies or completely strangers?? i cant imagine the next semester we meet...will you still treat me like a transparet piece of glass and wouldnt even bother to talk to me? should we act like we never knew each other before and even loved each other before?
Dear...it's so hurting when someone you love calls you a bitch and worsely a slut, do you ever know that? even from the start i'm wrong in continuing this relationship, but do i really deserve that bad from you? from the very start before we even fell deep into each other, i bet u knew who am i...but y didn't you gave up? it's not because you're stupit but it's because you know you love me you told me you will accept everything regardless good or bad as long as you love that person..but now...you talk as if you never know who am i...delete me from msn and facebook where there are the only places where i can see updates from you makes me so down...now great...once a loving couple now become completely strangers...is this what God wants....why....why make us together if You know we will end up like this??? no more friends!!! why....=( i don't want you to hate me....talk to me dear....*sigh*

oh man....y am i talking craps here....ARGH!!!!!I MISS YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he would be probably laughing at me again if hell he got the chance to read this stupit post...but..yeah...i just wanna spit out whatever is in my heart and please tell me why am i still like this since he had completely erased me from his mind and heart perhaps??? i used to think...is there still a slight chance for us to go back to where we stoped? i hope so...but i don't think that will work anymore....sigh...oh .God...please spare me...