自讨苦吃

心里很清楚
自己需要的是什么
想要的是什么

一段不适合你的爱情
再怎么努力
还是会让你痛侧心扉
路途好遥远
很坎坷
希望很模糊

竟然不愿意付出
那还有什么意义?
还有什么好坚持?

我不懂。

恶语

言语上的伤害足够让一段感情破裂
想到当初是怎么的不顾一切
爱怎么骂就这么骂
爱怎么评就怎么评
爱怎么说就怎么说
有多狠就多狠

现在怎么是自己在体会这种伤害了?

怒

我恨！
我恨我自己总是那么懦弱
爱情的失败者！
为什么总是要屈服?
我受不了这感觉

我想用力呐喊
心里好闷
眼泪不停在眼眶打转
终于忍不住
连哭都要躲着脸
为的只是要掩饰看到自己懦弱的一面

你痛吗?
我恨你
我恨你总是不悲伤
我恨你总是不受伤
我恨你掩饰得太好
我恨你装着什么也不在乎
但事实上什么都在意

真的够了。
能不能就算了?
谁对谁错已不重要。
难道真要等到后悔的那一天吗?

痛

最痛的是

明明很爱，

但却总是刻意保持陌生。

如果

如果可以
我宁可不爱

如果没爱
那就不会有伤害

如果可以
我选择被爱

如果被爱
你就会明白

如果可以
我想把时光倒回
然后停留在我们刚恋爱的时候

那时候的你
我想我现在能够体会

如果可以
我想把我的爱保留一些

如果有所保留
我就不会那么在乎

如果可以
我想跟你调身份

调了也许我就会明白你的想法
你也会了解我简单的要求感受

如果真有如果
也许我们都会好过些。

家

回家好舒服
喜欢家的感觉
喜欢我的家人
喜欢一起闹着玩
耍白痴
一起拍照
一起吃饭
一起逛街
^^

How a boyfriend should treat the girlfriend.

First of all.
Boyfriends should ask their girlfriends to go and die.
And when girlfriends say oh don't you cry when i die.
Boyfriends should be gladful and thankful of the girlfriends' death.
Because? Because of whatever unknown reasons that will make them happy.

Second.
Boyfriends should be angry with the girlfriends when girlfriends unintentionally did not report on her current location. Worst of all, boyfriends are home first before girlfriends.
And of best way to punish the wrong doings, repeat the same mistakes as the girlfriends have done.
Reasons? Because girlfriends stupidly repeated the same mistake over and over again and boyfriends are sick of it. Fuck her life.

Third.
Boyfriends should do the "should not" do things that boyfriends once taught girlfriends not to.
For instance. Say things that are hurtful such as. I don't think i want to talk to you. And worst, I wish i can don't talk to you forever. =) oh how sweet. Nao that's eternity love wtf.

Fourth.
Boyfriends should ask girlfriends to find someone else better whenever they start quarreling.
Reasons? Again whatever unknown reasons that will make boyfriends so high till reach orgasm wtf! At this point, girlfriends will be stabbing herself to death. heart attack!

Fifth.
Boyfriends should say goodbye, pun not intended to continue conversation anymore. And tell the girlfriends they're going offline. and then off they go. Bye Bye.. =) Nao you can go fuck yourself, dear girlfriends.

By folllowing the above, boyfriends and girlfriends live happily forever after. The End.

Why am i so cute? WHY??? wtf!

Tell me why am i so cute?? why ah? why ah? hehehe..i'm falling in love with myself wtf!

Picture courtesy from imarre the pig. =)