天长地久

你相信爱情永恒吗?

天长地久?

白头偕老?

不，我不相信。

太多顾虑

太多原因

太多是是非非

所以

世界没有永恒

相信的人

太天真。

压力

终于

我决定我受不了了

念了一整天的文章

但什么也没有

突然谎了

才发现上了三年的课

终于感到压力了

好想推开椅子

关上电脑

然后开门一走了之

但，是否回来的时候就不许再面对了?

终于无助了

眼泪热了眼眶

好想回到上帝的面前求救

但勇气又从何来?

我需要解脱

只想

野蛮的我

只想独自把你咱有

贪心的我

谁都不肯分享

想你的我

只是想要

你跟我说多两句。。。

潇洒

认识的你

总是那么的潇洒

这没关系

那没关系

常常在想

走了那么长的路

经过了多少的破折

爱得那么的轰烈

这样的我们只不过如此吗?

如果有一天

我不烦了

我不闹了

甚至不哭了

那时候的我们

会是怎样

我不知道.

也许在内心深深深深深处 我知道

但也没办法肯定那个 “知道”

更没勇气知道那个 “知道”

所以 我不知道

我好想念那天夜里的你

温柔的你

无法舍去的你

Communication Barrier

Reason why i am not likely to marry Ang Mos.

Conversation with one of my friend:

Anonymous: Sakit sakit

Me: What sakit?

Anonymous: You tell AngMo you sakit in their ears, and they will hear "suck it". You see the communication barrier?

Me: -____- HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Get it? Get it? =D What to say have an Ang Mo as boyfriend kan? SAKIT!!! LOL

Sweet Escape

Yes, after so long awaiting, finally it's my KL trip with dear and his sisters. It was a...umm...short but fun, exciting but tiring, fat wtf! yet lovely trip. i love it!

Days before i met my lao tou, he had ahead his vacation to vietnam visiting his sister. :( so jealous kan next time bring me la, after you become a millionare of course :S

Does Vietnam celebrate CNY too? How come decorations damn nice one!

After his 3 days trip there, we met at the KLIA airport. Ridiculous things happen back at the airport which wasted our precious 2 hours which was also supposed to be our shopping time! huehue..

ok it's lidis. da jie and i flew using airasia so obviously we landed in LCCT. Some more our flight arrived 2 hours earlier than theirs! -.- when it was their arrival time, we walked to the international arrival. Not seeing us, he called us to ask where we were. It was then we realised that he and 2jie were using MAS, of course they landed in KLIA!!! zzzz If only we knew, then we can use up the 2 hours time to go from LCCT to KLIA but now we have to waste extra two hours. Then start all the fuss of asking taxi to pick them up then come to pick us again at the LCCT but then taxi refused saying wad law cannot do lidis. At last still have to go over by bus for the sake of saving the taxi fare. zzz so in exact, we wasted 4 hours till we finally settle down in the hotel. type this story also feel tired. LOL

Piccolo Hotel. Super convenient with Sungai Wang, Tmes Square, Mid Valley, Lot 10, KLCC, Jalan Alor all surrounding us. And we can has the whole room for only two of us ^^

Also met up with my fishie. Appreciate her so much for helping me on the cake. sorry to let you travel whole way bring the cake up n down the LRT. muacks love you so much!

I think this is at Sungai Wang..

Shopping shopping!! :D From day till night~

After shopping, the durian king insisted to go Jalan Alor for this!! -.- undeniable it's really nice but i only took some. smelly and fat! zzzz

celebrated this big guy's birthday on the 2nd morning. it was meant to be a surprise on the 17th night lor. but then all of us went for drink and came back late. -.- thanks bellboy, for having my cake back. :)

And then we went shopping again and had this "o wa mee sua" at Mid Valley. Not bad la but not my favourite lor cos half of the trip was about eating eating all the time. Still full when i take this one.

Introducing, da jie, 2 jie and Nadia, their cousin. Da jie has 2 sons nao and approaching 30 can you believe that!! she is still so damn slim and pretty! love her!

And that's 2 jie in between. Nao you know why most of the trip is about eating.... -.-

And Nadia there has a hot body which i admire so much.. jealous! T.T

Can see how lazy i was to make up in KL . going out shopping with slippers. tssskkk

All of us outside Pavilion :D

During the final night, dear wanted to meet his friend so we went clubbing. More drama here cos walked the entire Sungai Wang still failed to find a perfect heels only for clubbing. WTF!! Thank God Nadia has the same feet size as mine and i wore her gorgeous heels. Hurray to size 5 ^^

Sexy japanese Szy Wei. Bah no la i cheat one. She's a Mirian. =.= But look at her!! Nadia and i both agreed she's so Japanese look alike! How come so pretty!! T.T

I love this picture so much. This is after clubbing and i was abit tipsy. Nadia was so drunk she vomitted all the way home. poor her. Kinda miss clubbing with her right nao, hope to see yo

u again sweetie! ^^

My shopping haul~ too bad didn't get any high heels :( and it's so hard to get high heels here in Sarawak too... tskk

It's only 1 week to CNY OMG!!! ( no CNY feel langsung -.-)

K box

Since i came back to hometown, almost everynight is about karaoke. And i enjoy singing as well as listening to these friends of mine singing. God they really have nice voices. But something i don't like bout karaoke here is all lounge and i hate waiting especially when it's the peak hours. really can drive up your nerves.

So i've been dying to sing in karaoke rooms instead of lounges. Finally, that day i was not really in good mood, coincidentally Jelyn wanted to date me to sing too. so here we are, at K box, though it's quite expensive according to pilot aka my darling aka kueh! lol... too bad she, jess and cat were at kuching that time. they were great singing companion. :(

In the end dated my new singing kaki xD this is abui san san hahah! nola she very prettieeee one ^^

my twin hing ka is also my favourite person to date for yam cha, sing k, and wadever else. wtf!

Look at her!! HAHAAAHAHA! she will kill me! :x

too comfy in the aircon room and noone rebut mic with me. haha yay! ^^

Her voice ah so damn soft one. Just like when i first started singing. x.x

I like her voice~ sometimes i thought it was real person singing in the video. geng right?

damn kepo come photoboom me o.O

people go sing k she busy sms...piak her!

This is ong ong.. :) he damn shy cos meet new friends haha!

At last everyone was stunned by his strong vocal! imagine a guy singing 张慧妹's 听海！i know right...

supposed to be 3 person together one.. but ong ong lah si beh pantang die die say cannot 3 in 1... :(

I wana go again after trip!! more kaki(s) next time! huehue..pokai liao~~

Countdown to 2011

Happy New Year!!! ^^

Huggies and shouting Happy New Year to friends and loved ones are just the warmest thing to do to welcome the new day :) It's a new year, and do you feel anything difference? well of course i wish my life gets better in 2011...who doesn't right?

To welcome the brand new year, this year, for a grown up 21 years old girl, i celebrated it in a club, with great friends and family. It was fun! especially when u celebrate it with great people! =D

First of all, introducing my favourite bitch, the so-called twin sister! My favourite partner to dance with... :)

And the 2nd, my dearest, the "beautygirl", also my camwhore partner =)

3rd one, my twin "hing ka", jelyn jeremong ling jerong! LOL! Why din we take pictures together? =( [ and i guarantee she is worst than me when she's drunk!!! hahaha ] >.<

And of course there are still other great funny friends which i love going out with... At this state i miss the boyfriend so much... :( just realise we didn't take any photos recently...awwww no worries, we will during our vacation, which is coming real soon! *excited!!

And i miss the beautygirl too! i miss your laughter i miss your funny face i miss your silly words i miss your everything! life is so not fun, and bored, and and empty without you... *emo* wtf!

Engagement ring. wtf! no lah the rings resemble our forever friendship... :) >

shhh...please don't tell people that there are hong kong artists in town! ;) hahaha!!

See ya soon and we shall do silly and crazy things together again. Find a tree aite?! haha ^^

2010 resolutions:

1. Less shopping. Save more money. This takes like forever! started saving since.....years ago and it never happen! =(

2. Pass in all units as it's getting tougher year by year... Distinction is a credit :D

3. Be a better bitch and do the best to uphold this love relationship. Be more mature and see things as in wider view.

ok that's all. Too much resolutions makes life hard :x